What I See When I Look in the Mirror

Yeah. This is how I feel some days.

I am FLAMINGLY Homosexual

Writing A Book! I NEED YOU!

So, yesterday I decided that I want to write a book. I have always wanted to but I never really knew what to write about. "Write about something you know!" is what is always said. Well, I am going to do that. I'm going to write about being a teenager, and how parents don't see our struggles. At this age, in this era, times are harder for everyone and adults don't realize how truly hard it is to live up to their standards as a teenager. So if you read this blog and you would like to submit a story for me to review please type it up and send it to generation_gap55@yahoo.com All stories will be kept PRIVATE, and if you would like an alias to go by in the book please include that name in the email!

Dance Moms? More Like Drama Moms!

Have YOU ever seen this show? Well, this is Lifetime Network's Dance Mom's. The teacher (the fat ass) is Abby Lee. So, she SUCKS. I don't know what she's doing teaching dance to kids when I don't think she can walk up stairs without getting winded. I believe that she should be able to demonstrate.

These girls are between the ages of 8 and 14. Holy shit, don't be so mean to them.

Thinking Leads to Sadness.

I feel so unwanted lately. Like everyone I care for and love would be better off without me. You know that feeling where the whole world is against you and you're fighting back. I'm a peoplsl pleaser its how I have always been. So when I feel like ive dissapointed someone, especially my girlflriend, I feel like I have failed as a person. I'm fat. Not curvy, not obese, fat and chunky. I'm plain. There's nothing special about me. I feel like my girllfriend deserves someone better. Its so hard to sit here and poor my heart out while I cry. Critique me or say I want attention, I just don't know what to do. I love her, I'm in love with her completely. But what if one day she doesn't wanna be with me. What if one day she realizes she deserves someone better looking. Ugh.

What is wrong with people?!

Have you ever heard of this place? Well be thankful if you haven't. I'm watching True Life on MTV (Don't judge this show is the shit, and I like laughing at all the dumb-asses) and Skatopia was this episode. Basically people who love skateboarding congregate in Skatopia, located in Ohio, to get drunk and act like idiots.

They set cars (and anything else they can) on fire. And while some people go for their pure love of skating, this is not for the weak stomached. You will get pelted with rocks, fireworks, alcohol, and ANYTHING that can be thrown. People will get beyond hammered and puke all over you. BASICALLY:

Wanna know more? http://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=2&sqi=2&ved=0CF0QFjAB&url=http%3A%2F%2Fen.wikipedia.org%2Fwiki%2FSkatopia&ei=JxD3T6D0L8LY0QGH3oy-Bg&usg=AFQjCNHn9unA294RixRuE1aSyqsEfuEjtg

Being Fat and Empire Girls State

That's what I am. Overweight, hefty, chunky, pudgy, body of a panda, FAT. As you know I'm trying to lose weight. Well FAIL on my part. I went away to a government camp for a week, and didn't work out. I get so busy and lose so much motivation it's difficult. I'm gonna push through, but it's gonna take a long ass time.

That's where I was. At SUNY Brockport University I slept in a dorm and spent my days learning about Politics for 12 hours a day with 365 other girls. It was fun and frustrating, but thankfully I made a TON of new friends who like what I like. I inspired many of them, and I amazed myself. I learned to much and I have a new appreciation for my country. Check out the website at: empiregirlsstate.org