Stuck Inside Myself

Lately I feel trapped. Trapped within my depression, trapped within my darkness, trapped without knowing how to get out. I love and I laugh, but some-days it's really not enough. I just wish I knew how to be happy more often. Then I wouldn't have so many doubts about myself. Then I would have motivation. and then that motivation would help me lose weight helping me be happy. THE CIRCLE NEVER ENDS.