Sad Movies and Revelations.

Fuck sad movies. Making me cry when no one is here to cry with me. Fuck my family for making me feel worthless when I know I'm better than all of them. Maybe the last song is a sad movie but atleast Ronnie's parents let her learn from her own mistakes. Ive learner from mine but still get guilt. Yeah that's life. I hate crying because I'm afraid. I'm afraid that after highschool I'm going to lose my best friend megan and my girlfriend Paula. They're really all I've got now. I don't know where I would be without them. My goals are to finish this school year strong. Have a great summer filled with fun love and work. But also to grow into a better person for myself. I'm going to tell my parents how they make me feel. I'm going to show them I deserve better. I'm gonna show them I'm gonna make it without them.